[She pressed her lips together and wondered if she should actually try Obi-Wan's methods... Her fingers curled into the material of his robes and she closed her eyes in thought.]

It's not... that I'm not willing. [She breathed out, trying to find the right words to say, trying to figure out how best to explain.] I... just worry... I can't- mnn... I don't know if I can shut myself off the way... it sounds like Jedi are supposed to. [But then again, she has a very mixed view of how Jedi work from what she can gather from Anakin and Obi-Wan and everyone else.] I don't think I can ever be... I dunno as... [Not unattached, not dispassionate... she didn't know what word she wanted.] I dunno if I can achieve that same amount of calm.