I usually trust my feelings when it comes to making decisions, but seeing how many of them have been turning out badly, that may not be the best path for me after all.

[ And he wonders if he had allowed the Force to direct him subconsciously by not stopping and thinking things through. That's what believing into the Force means for a Jedi after all, doesn't it? Anakin is more used to letting himself fall into the Force and entrust himself to it during battle, but maybe... Maybe a lot of his poorer decisions have also been influenced by the Force itself.

Because everything is the will of the Force and all that... And yet Anakin hates to blame anyone but himself for his mistakes. ]

I'm working on holding myself back more and... Patience. Obi-Wan will appreciate that. I can't always try his patience after all.