[When Usagi doesn't want people to spot something, she doesn't let them. She once holed herself up in her room for an entire week without ever leaving after the first death of Mamoru.
Though, that was also because her body had reawoken its Lunarian heritage and her hair was over 70 feet long and her body glowing, so.
She holds onto Varian, quiet for a bit as she tries to find her thoughts amidst the chaos in her mind.
She's so tired. She can't think straight, everything is too much or not enough. Her actions, her personality, her feelings, everything is in chaos within her. God, when did she last sleep? It was almost as bad as October. But then, that had been Deerington forcing her, this was her own self-destructive behavior.
She knew from experience she couldn't always save the day, and there were plenty of times she had massive setbacks back home. Chibiusa turning into Wicked Lady, Nehellenia putting the black curse in Mamoru's lungs, her whole Moon Kingdom just being destroyed for thousands and thousands of years.
She just had to hold out hope that this, all of this, this stupid mist and whatever was going to happen... would eventually set itself right. She had to believe that even if she could not believe in herself, that this wasn't the end. This was not the end. War and strife went on eternal, but... so did peace and kindness.
Even now, amidst all the monsters and horror outside her door, Varian was right here beside her, cheering her up and being by her side. Tears began to well up again but for a different reason.
She was a very lucky girl, she knew, to be so well-loved. She swallowed and squeezed onto Varian's hands again.]
I'm glad I have you. [She whispered.] I love you, Varian. And... will you... will you please stay while I sleep?
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Though, that was also because her body had reawoken its Lunarian heritage and her hair was over 70 feet long and her body glowing, so.
She holds onto Varian, quiet for a bit as she tries to find her thoughts amidst the chaos in her mind.
She's so tired. She can't think straight, everything is too much or not enough. Her actions, her personality, her feelings, everything is in chaos within her. God, when did she last sleep? It was almost as bad as October. But then, that had been Deerington forcing her, this was her own self-destructive behavior.
She knew from experience she couldn't always save the day, and there were plenty of times she had massive setbacks back home. Chibiusa turning into Wicked Lady, Nehellenia putting the black curse in Mamoru's lungs, her whole Moon Kingdom just being destroyed for thousands and thousands of years.
She just had to hold out hope that this, all of this, this stupid mist and whatever was going to happen... would eventually set itself right. She had to believe that even if she could not believe in herself, that this wasn't the end. This was not the end. War and strife went on eternal, but... so did peace and kindness.
Even now, amidst all the monsters and horror outside her door, Varian was right here beside her, cheering her up and being by her side. Tears began to well up again but for a different reason.
She was a very lucky girl, she knew, to be so well-loved. She swallowed and squeezed onto Varian's hands again.]
I'm glad I have you. [She whispered.] I love you, Varian. And... will you... will you please stay while I sleep?