[Varian lets her break. He knows this has been a long, long time coming. As horribly painful as it is to watch her go through this, he knows she needs to do it. Better she snap now, with someone who won't judge her and will keep her safe than it happening out there- with a stranger or with something trying to hurt her.
It doesn't stop him from being worried though. It twists and bites at his gut because she's been carrying this for a long time and he really should have stepped in before then. He should have forced her to confront this before it got this bad. But he can't fix this with should haves- but he can be here now.
He winces at the scream- his eardrums are gonna feel THAT one for a while. He just keeps holding her tight, his hand moving to brush through the hair at the back of her head. It usually seems to help to calm Fern down, so he hopes it can help Usagi, too. He'll stay here as long as she needs him to, he's got nowhere he needs to be. He just stays quiet, letting her get it out of her system. ]
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It doesn't stop him from being worried though. It twists and bites at his gut because she's been carrying this for a long time and he really should have stepped in before then. He should have forced her to confront this before it got this bad. But he can't fix this with should haves- but he can be here now.
He winces at the scream- his eardrums are gonna feel THAT one for a while. He just keeps holding her tight, his hand moving to brush through the hair at the back of her head. It usually seems to help to calm Fern down, so he hopes it can help Usagi, too. He'll stay here as long as she needs him to, he's got nowhere he needs to be. He just stays quiet, letting her get it out of her system. ]