[Rei couldn't help it. She knew Usagi was lying even without needing to see her. So she knocked again, unwilling to accept the lie, and unwilling to let her friend suffer, while also...largely being unable to walk, herself. She wouldn't make it far, not as flushed as she was...]

...Please don't lie.

[She tries the handle, tentatively.]

...I can feel that something's wrong. It's...wrong with me too.

[Managing coherent sentences and not tearing open the door was hard, but she's accomplishing it for the moment. There are just so many things that she's imagining doing, right now, and all of them involve the bed. Some of them are things she's never even dreamed of, like using the stupid toys she'd bought to deal with her own problems on Usagi.]

I think...I think it's inevitable. And I think maybe...I'm ready to give up fighting this...